Sometimes I’m So Happy

Sometimes I’m So Happy Yes sometimes everything is wonderful perfect just right a smile finds its way to my lips there is so much happiness gratitude abundance so much right in my little world and every time I feel the delights of this or that my wish is so simple pure earnest my wish isContinue reading “Sometimes I’m So Happy”

Bag Fries

Bag Fries (For R.) It doesn’t matter that they’re cold by the time you discover them loose in the bottom of the bag under the last napkin you remove to wipe the ketchup from the corner of your mouth— there they are: golden strips of pleasure still intending to please you— hoping you’ll reach in,Continue reading “Bag Fries”

The complete and total irrationality of the bullshit proposition that there is something beyond the reality of personal choices that put up road blocks we can’t possibly step over or around

You say Karma is the reasonis the whyis the answer to my question —according to your logicit’s why I’m paying the pricesuffering the consequence of my actionsmy honestymy truthmy plea to the one personwho might have given us her blessingand nowshe might as well be the god you pray tobecause you’re waiting for an answerthatContinue reading “The complete and total irrationality of the bullshit proposition that there is something beyond the reality of personal choices that put up road blocks we can’t possibly step over or around”

An Unverifiable Truth

An Unverifiable Truth I used to think know believe that I loved you so much I wanted your happiness above all else even if it wasn’t with me but now I think of how bitter I’ll feel in the future when I’m living my life without you— you with someone else, you happy as youContinue reading “An Unverifiable Truth”

Pillar of Stone

Pillar of Stone Grief has set like concrete in my heart and there is nothing no one to soften what you made hard what you did was wicked cunning evil what you did was open me up fill me with the shape of your body then leave me with beautiful promises heavy as stones soContinue reading “Pillar of Stone”

Phantom Love

Phantom Love Today your love was like a phantom limb. It saved me, caught me after a fall. The house painter I hired in August was supposed to be finished by the end of September but kept postponing delaying rescheduling and here it is the end of October and the call came again— a totalContinue reading “Phantom Love”

Balancing Act

Been so raw bare irritated by disappointment I want to yell about ____________ but I am too aware of the color of my skin so I come to this white page purge been so let down forgotten left behind I want to complain about the way ____________ but I am too aware that my bankContinue reading “Balancing Act”

Theater of the Sky

You missed it. Tonight, the sky was dark by eight— dry, but wild with lightening so white I could have seen the color blaze in your eyes. Gauzy clouds flashed while the halved moon crept slowly out of sight to see what lay beyond the silhouetted trees. I was under them, looking up, watching theirContinue reading “Theater of the Sky”

I Didn’t Know

Did you think we would end stop separate sever like this? After all after all the depth did you imagine that our magic would amount to a trick played played again so many times we both started to believe the illusion until suddenly you cut me in half before the curtain fell and I wasContinue reading “I Didn’t Know”

Locked Out

Two years almost since you touched me kissed me and all those other things I loved lived for lay down for when we found ourselves alone and no no one else since you has been granted access privilege rights to what’s inside me there is nobody else who will enter my heart even though tonightContinue reading “Locked Out”